The Holiday Season

It’s Christmas Eve.  I’m not really into it like I have been in the past.  Maybe it’s because I’m getting older, or I had so much fun celebrating Hanukkah, that Christmas really doesn’t mean that much to me anymore.  I just feel like I’m going through the motions right now.  I think I will feel a little bit better when this is all over, as crazy as it sounds.  But I’m trying really hard to get excited for Christmas, at least for Jamie’s sake.  She’s celebrating Christmas with me and my mom this year.  This is her first time.  It’s kind of fun seeing it through her eyes, though.  It’s like watching a kid’s first Christmas.  Maybe tomorrow will be better.  Or maybe I just need to watch “A Christmas Story” and get in the spirit again.

-India

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